the sad moment in my life

I would like to share about the most sad moment in my life. It tooks few hours to get into this because I just not strong enough to write about this. It is about my late dad, Ramli bin Ahmad who has passed away 2 years ago. That was the time I am still in diploma UTMKL. If Im not mistaken, I was on my fourth semester. On Febuary 5^th, I received a whatsapp text from my sister which is from Miri Sarawak telling that daddy was admitted to Hospital Serdang due to heart attack. My uncle who was take care of my dad did not tell me because he scared will disturb my studies. So on the same day, I went to the hospital to see him. Once I reached the hospital and went to the Coronary Care Unit(CCU) ,my heart beats faster more than it usually beats and I started to cry when I saw dad in the room with the life support machine. Doctor came and told me that he don’t want to lie to me, he said that he had done so much to save my dad but the remaining just pray for his recovery. On Febuary 6^th at 12 am I received a call from my aunt, telling that dad just pass away. My tears drop that I can’t believe dad gone too soon. My heart feel empty, I can’t believe that I cannot talk to him anymore, I can’t believe that I can’t see his smile anymore, I can’t believe all this. But I know that Allah loves him more than us do. From Him we come and to Him we return, Al fatihah dad, I miss you so much that it hurts.