Benchmark + Catalyst = Crush

Everyone know crush right. That is something like tomato. Huh. Joking. For me, personally, crush is someone who is make our heart beat faster than usual whether we talk, see or maybe think about her or him. “Can you feel my heart beat?”. The main point is here I also have a crush. Mwahaha. Of course he is a boy. Maybe a good men. Personally I call her “Benchmark”. And he did not know it. Actually, the word benchmark is a word that Civil Engineering’s students use in their leveling subtopic which is meaning “penanda aras”. He also can influence me like a catalyst. Okay, em, let me describes a little things about him. He is tall person, used Pilot brand, study in Civil Engineering for sure, wear sling bag to lecture hall, active sport, quite naughty, right-handed, willingly to teach me when I did not know something in study even though we were in difference classes and loves his mom so much. Okay. Huh. Actually, there is something that make me want to look at him in our lecture hall. Something. But what is it? The way he is study in our lecture. Yes, the way he is study. It makes me attract to him. Like two magnets with different poles. He is active person in sport, but he did not sleepy in our lecture. Weirdo. Especially for male student. It is because he is always bring his water bottle together. As he is right-handed person, he always hold high lighter in his left hand. So that, it will make his hands active by high lighting the lecture notes and make some short notes at the corner of the notes. So, from that time I decided to make him as a “benchmark”. And accidentally become “crush”. Accidentally . I always talk to myself that if he can focus on lecture, so do I. So, by make him as my “benchmark” in study, he is totally influence me like “catalyst” in chemical reaction. So, if my friends especially in Bioprocess alert, I always hold colour pens and high lighter in my left-hand just like him. Because I am also right-handed. I follow his way in study. But the difference is he did not hold colour pens. And he did not have those things. Only high- lighters. And also bring my water bottle together. As a result, I did not sleepy in lectures. Alhamdulillah. So, even we did not have the same course anymore, I always pray that he can perform well in his study. And become an engineer. Civil Engineer. Insya-Allah. And until now, he is still my “crush” (until I meet someone else) and forever my “benchmark” in studyJ